Bad things that happened to you last week

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Toilet_Ninja

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Sunday, August 24th 2008, 6:49pm

Its gotten to the point that it hurts to look at her...Maybe im an emotional massachist as well as a physical one...

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Traxx

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Sunday, August 24th 2008, 7:02pm

Quoted from ""Toilet_Ninja""

Its gotten to the point that it hurts to look at her...Maybe im an emotional massachist as well as a physical one...

It may hurt alot now, but I'm sure it will be better as time goes by.
Just try your best to think of something else, anything.

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Nic

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Sunday, August 24th 2008, 7:11pm

love is certainly a difficult subject, not one that i can really give advice on. but i'm really sorry for you.

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Xer

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Sunday, August 24th 2008, 8:27pm

Quoted from ""Toilet_Ninja""

Its gotten to the point that it hurts to look at her...Maybe im an emotional massachist as well as a physical one...

Oh,I know this feeling pretty well. I know this girl who does it to me too.
I tried to hang out in different circles,it actually worked for a few years, then all of a sudden I see her every morning taking the same bus I'm taking,sometimes even sits next to me,and I just think,oh shit,this feeling starts to come back towards her,damn.

It's something unexplainable how these things hit you right in the guts and won't leave after all these years.

Sometimes I think to myself whether I'll be guilty if I had a girlfriend,and I would still feel something when I see this girl who drove me nuts.

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Lost_David

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Monday, August 25th 2008, 1:17am

Yes, today i can say i´m happy with my wife and my daughter (excepting the daily family matters) but there´s a girl who i loved too much, but i those days she had a lot of problems with her family and we couldn´t start a relation...i renember one day in december 2001 after a party i went with her at her house, walking 4 km at 4:00 a.m....talking all the time...and i renember i walked back to my house singing we bring the noise, i don´t know why this song, but i felt so happy to sing...what a days...everytime i see her (she live near me) i feel something, what could be and what wasn´t...

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Maddy Julien

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Monday, August 25th 2008, 1:41am

I'm sorry to read such about what she did and did not to you. She got you to love her more knowing she couldn't give you what you were looking forward to getting from her... Which is quite common and unrespectful in a way. Does she know you love her ?
I do not understand this kind of behavior to date someone then tell they already have someone. Maybe making up some lies first to have a one-night-stand (that's what happened to me all the time).

By the way I can't be much clever advices either I think

I don't even think anyway is thinking of asking me out. Nobody cares actually.... So I don't know what it's like to be a couple.

Advice I could give you is to get distance from her in your judgement, see yourself as two persons, one that love her and the other that sees it happening like seeing you're hurt and suffer so you can calm it down. Take it light-hearted when you'll able to. Thinking that being hooked is bound to make you suffer. The more the people feel you love them, the more they'll flee. I have understood this through the years.
The best is to only be lighthearted about someone, just love but not passionnate or it can get painful even if you're with the person,... Because nobody can love you as much as you could love yourself.
People that have pretty much self-confidence and that love themselves are less into passionnate love towards others and they're more difficult to get hurt with it.
I'm talking about that, but that's one of my own problems

At least words written black on white can help pointing out what's wrong. I certaintly know that my advices are true but not efficient right now for you. But I do know too well how it feels like, I did hurt myself as well and suffered like as if nothing could make me more hurt....

Good luck

Think about Scooter when hard times come. They'll give you positiveness. They do help. Later on, you'll meet somebody that will make you have more confidence and you'll stop suffering and be happy. At some point you'll smile on your past about how much you evolved and feel better

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Toilet_Ninja

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Tuesday, August 26th 2008, 1:42am

Thanks for the advice. I know what you say when you talk about passion. Unfortunatly, I am not only a passionate person, im also a hopeless romantic, dispite being a guy. In defense of the woman, yes, she knows I love her now. No, she didn't do it to hurt me. Infact, she doesn't do things like that usually. The only reason why she went out with me was because she was impressed with the way I did it. I had written her a poem, and through the poem I expressed my feelings. I sent a friend to deliver, but he told her where I was at...Im glad now he did. Those two days were just the best...

But your right. Im thinking to much. I need to immerse myself in something else I think. I've been listening to scooter alot more lately. I can't listen to the song "Shy" by Sonata Arctica as it reminds me to much of her and how I was.

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xx-I-Love-Scooter-xx

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Thursday, August 28th 2008, 6:13pm

...

I was my first day back today(Into Second year) && i got in a really bad class

:cry:

:cry:

but i did really good in my summer test

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Will

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Thursday, August 28th 2008, 6:21pm

You are back to school already? I go back next Tuesday

:cry:

:wink:

Congrats at doing well on your test

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Thursday, August 28th 2008, 6:21pm

Re: ...

Quoted from ""xx-I-Love-Scooter-xx""

I was my first day back today(Into Second year) && i got in a really bad class :cry: :cry:

but i did really good in my summer test

Sorry to hear that

Is it a bunch of idiots you're together with?

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acid_bomb

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Thursday, August 28th 2008, 8:47pm

Officially my university year starts again next Tuesday... :cry: :evil:

And I have an exam tomorrow, to get past one course without attending it... Hope it'll go well. :?

Good points Maddy. What is love? One could say it's intentional influencing (for lack of better words) of someone; you want someone to like you, you want good things happen to someone, you want someone to stay alive, whatever, there are many things. And most people want no kind of control on themselves except their own, and thus they flee from the one that loves them, as you said. Or perhaps I'm way off, it's just an idea.

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Thursday, August 28th 2008, 8:50pm

Quoted from ""acid_bomb""

Officially my university year starts again next Tuesday... :cry: And I have an exam tomorrow, to get past one course without attending it... Hope it'll go well. :?

I really hope the exam goes well, so you can take that course

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acid_bomb

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Thursday, August 28th 2008, 9:28pm

Thanks!

The good thing is the results should already be visible tomorrow evening (the exam will be in morning), so I'll know soon.

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Thursday, August 28th 2008, 10:14pm

Yep, you'll know soon

Hope you do it great :wink:

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Will

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Friday, August 29th 2008, 3:05am

Bad thing for me:

I've been having alot of nightmares recently, and about 20 minutes ago i thought i saw somebody sitting on my bed

I felt so scared

And earlier today my dad told me that last night i woke up in the early hours shouting and screaming

I think i might be having night terrors/nightmares :cry:

Well, i'm off to lie in bed watching TV and hoping i can get some sleep

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acid_bomb

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Friday, August 29th 2008, 8:00am

I think you might have had a sleep paralysis. Don't worry, it's nothing dangerous, and many people have had it, including me. Back in the old times they thought it was cause of demons. During it you can't really move at all and you feel there's someone near you, I felt someone sitting on my bed too, on my legs. I think I even saw something outlines of it. (Of course, there was nothing in reality, it's just brain doing tricks.)

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Will

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Friday, August 29th 2008, 9:56am

Yeah, I think i have an over-active imagination

The same thing happened to me last year, i had horrible dreams all night then they all suddenly stopped until just recently :?

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Sandra

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Friday, August 29th 2008, 11:55am

Quoted from ""Will""

Bad thing for me:

I've been having alot of nightmares recently, and about 20 minutes ago i thought i saw somebody sitting on my bed I felt so scared

And earlier today my dad told me that last night i woke up in the early hours shouting and screaming

I think i might be having night terrors/nightmares :cry:

Well, i'm off to lie in bed watching TV and hoping i can get some sleep