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Many things are bad, but what did happened to the cusine from Posse is one from the most sad things which I have heard last time.

ou man last night i've got a serious headache it started in 9 PM and i have to go to sleep soo soon and missed all new post damn it!

My girlfriend broke up with me 10 months ago! She said that she wants to have more time for herself & being free! We've been together about 3 1/2 years! Now she's in a new releationship since 6 weeks (aii talked with her 4 days ago) - after one week she was first time in bed with him! Aii really can't belive that! The horrible thing is that she lives just 300 meters away from me and aii think its impossible that aii'will never meet her with the new one or to go along at her house without having really strong bad feelings! Because of that aii think about to leave Stuttgart! Aii'm not sure if aii can still stay here - at the moment aii feel so hurt & without any power! First it was hard to realize that we were not 2gether anymore but now ai've to realize that she has a new one! Aii'm so dissapointed about here! She was a really shyly girl but now she told me she starts a relationsship without love & is going to fuc.k him after just a few days! Thats probably not the girl who aii loved for a long time but that doesn't help! Aii've still feelings for her & everything what aii made in the last months with other girls doesn't count anything for me and was without any feelings!! Aii just can hope that aii will forget her soon!

Aii feel so worse at the moment that aii can't sleep anymore! On Sunday aii went at 5am to bed and woke up at 8am - today aii went on 3am to bed and woke up at 7am - aii just can't stop to think about her!

It's you i miss - now & forever, you & me together - thats what we thought our life should be - i never could imagine this would happen to me

@Spock: hope you recover soon and will be able to sleep well again in the near future.

the reason why your x is so quick about finding a new one may be because she wants to get over the relationship with you... Tough shit, but that's how people do.

but you write about what you made with other girls in the last months? What exactly do you mean with that?

anyway - it's the circle of life that a relationship does not last forever, and you will probably end up one day with the wish that you had never met her..

Spock: I feel so sorry for you! I know how it feels to have the heart broken!
My boyfriend broked up with me 2 months ago. We had been together for over 5 years! The pain is something u don´t wish anybody in the world! I still have strong feelings for him and I think he thinks the same ´bout me. But he doesn´t want anymore. But I guess that´s life..I can´t do anything ´bout it. I hope it will be we two again...but right now, it doesn´t look like so. :cry:

Spock, I know how you feel. A couple of weeks back I found out that my ex had jumped some guy in Holland, and she was kinda shy too when we got together. She said she was saving all of her money to go to Amsterdam and see him. Love after a week, I thought. What a fucking horrible pain that is! That someone you've kept so close to you for that long can do other people... I know I have absolutely nothing to say in my favour, I messed a lot around myself.. But the pain is there. Need a time machine. Then I would traveled back in time, and stayed with my girl. Then I would travel forward in time again, until I'm mature enough to be the boy she deserves.

Spock: Let me tell u my story before 2 weeks ago! Aii don't post this in the forum cos when I'm here the memories about her will rise again in my head.So let me tell u that before 2 weeks ago my exgirlfriend was in her appartment and aii wanna surprised her but the bad is she surprised me with cheating me :x with friend of her a guy aii don't know and do u know what! aii saw them absolutely naked, The bitch made with him and in this moment i wasn't mad cos in this moment i was a hard ass i was laughing her cos she don't deserve my anger it will be useless for me.Maybe u have to be careless like me ! Oh i was so inloved her we were walked out about for 5 months and I hoped for verry strong conection with her but the cheating is a cheating !

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Spock: Let me tell u my story before 2 weeks ago! Aii don't post this in the forum cos when I'm here the memories about her will rise again in my head.So let me tell u that before 2 weeks ago my exgirlfriend was in her appartment and aii wanna surprised her but the bad is she surprised me with cheating me :x with friend of her a guy aii don't know and do u know what! aii saw them absolutely naked, The b###h made with him and in this moment i wasn't mad cos in this moment i was a hard ass i was laughing her cos she don't deserve my anger it will be useless for me.Maybe u have to be careless like me ! Oh i was so inloved her we were walked out about for 5 months and I hoped for verry strong conection with her but the cheating is a cheating !

yeah Spock and Tess... if he/she doesn´t deserve u... stop feeling urself so wrong!! U should care less about the others and care and love urself more!!!! then u could find the power enough to overcome anything!!!! but I know how all u feel, cause I felt so before, and look at me now, I´ve realized lots of things!!!! that´s the positive side that u can find in everything... so, choose the good and forget about the shit... love and care yourself more, cause that´s the most important to be happy, and all u know who u are, and should be proud, and don´t feel sorry about anything!!! cause if u hadn´t been in this or those ways u wouldn´t be so now! or u won´t be so in the future... all the things happen to make us understand the life, and life it and adapt to it!!! that is the thing that will make u happy... adapt to life, and understand the things and so

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yeah Spock and Tess... if he/she doesn´t deserve u... stop feeling urself so wrong!! U should care less about the others and care and love urself more!!!! then u could find the power enough to overcome anything!!!! but I know how all u feel, cause I felt so before, and look at me now, I´ve realized lots of things!!!! that´s the positive side that u can find in everything... so, choose the good and forget about the S##t... love and care yourself more, cause that´s the most important to be happy, and all u know who u are, and should be proud, and don´t feel sorry about anything!!! cause if u hadn´t been in this or those ways u wouldn´t be so now! or u won´t be so in the future... all the things happen to make us understand the life, and life it and adapt to it!!! that is the thing that will make u happy... adapt to life, and understand the things and so

WOW This girl amazed me :shock: cos she is right 4 more things How u do it Maria?Well when i was young Aii dunno the phrare "1st like yourself and then the others will like u"and when the years passed by i understand the character of this sentence :roll: !

First i wanna say thank you to you all! I was not sure if ai should write my problems down here or not - i think it was the right decision!

@Bjarke:

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and you will probably end up one day with the wish that you had never met her..

Ai'm sure that this will never happen! Aii won't miss any minute which aii spend with her! But aii hope ai can forget this cruel time soon!

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but you write about what you made with other girls in the last months? What exactly do you mean with that?

nothin special....really nothing what counts for me! No releationship! And she didn't know about anything!

@Tess:

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know how it feels to have the heart broken!
My boyfriend broked up with me 2 months ago. We had been together for over 5 years! The pain is something u don´t wish anybody in the world!

Do you think you're now a little bit away from him after 2 months? Also a very cruel situation! One "Tipp" from me - start to realize that you're not together with him anymore and that he can have new one everytime! And that will hurt much more! Ah, and ai've to say that the pain about you talked you would wish 4 sure the person who could be his next girlfreind! Aii also said to my ex that aii wish that she will have just for one time in her life the same pain like me now!

@Posse:

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That someone you've kept so close to you for that long can do other people...

Yeah you're right! Aii think thats the thing which hurt me at the moment the most! The feeling that you're just replaced of another person! Thats unbeliveable after a very long releationship!

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I would traveled back in time, and stayed with my girl.

Aii would like to do the same! Without making some mistakes - so that aii don't have to let her go!!

@soul_sens:

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aii saw them absolutely naked, The b###h made with him and in this moment i wasn't mad cos in this moment i was a hard ass i was laughing her cos she don't deserve my anger

Aii think if aii had come in the same situation aii had knocked the boy out of her bed without any pity!!

@MariaFerreiro:

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should care less about the others and care and love urself more

Thats not so easy for me to look just on myself if ai've in my mind how she is doing her new friend just 300 meteres away from here!

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then u could find the power enough to overcome anything

On the oment aii've absolutly no power!!

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that´s the positive side that u can find in everything...

Yeah, aii made the same experience! If aii didn't had to do the 9th class once again aii had never met my ex and aii would never had a great releationship with her!

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love and care yourself more, cause that´s the most important to be happy

Sorry, but aii think you're really more happy if you've a person who loves you! That gives you more than to love youself!

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should be proud, and don´t feel sorry about anything!!! cause if u hadn´t been in this or those ways u wouldn´t be so now

Thats right! Aii'm proud about what ai had with my girl! It was the best time of my life! And ai'm proud about it to can say that aii had a real releationship - not like friends of me - which often never had a releationship about more than some months!

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all the things happen to make us understand the life

On the moment aii just see the brutal and cruel side of life! But aii know the other one! And aii think after a while there will be someone who can make me maybe also happy like my ex!

But at the moment ai'm down! Ai think about to leave for my social job my city and go into another one! Aii don't want to live my life in the near of my ex! In the near where she started a new life in which one ai don't play play any role! That really hurts!!


p.s. aii think that was the longest posting of my life in this forum!

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First i wanna say thank you to you all! I was not sure if ai should write my problems down here or not - i think it was the right decision!

@Bjarke:

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and you will probably end up one day with the wish that you had never met her..

Ai'm sure that this will never happen! Aii won't miss any minute which aii spend with her! But aii hope ai can forget this cruel time soon!

but you write about what you made with other girls in the last months? What exactly do you mean with that?[/quote]
nothin special....really nothing what counts for me! No releationship! And she didn't know about anything!


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if you were unfaithful, then this heartache of yours is partially your own fault

What a funeral, a complete mess.. 20 persons stormed the coffin and tried to rip the top off and scream life back into the boy. Then it almost turned into a fight when they were about to carry the casket outside.. I 'm so tired.

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What a funeral, a complete mess.. 20 persons stormed the coffin and tried to rip the top off and scream life back into the boy. Then it almost turned into a fight when they were about to carry the casket outside.. I 'm so tired.

it´s not so easy for him... I can understand him and despite he is wrong now, he will see the light soon

Sounds like the funeral was tiring for you Posse. It's hard to realise that someone you care about won't be here anymore no matter what relationship you have to that person.

Spock: You have said some very good things in the last page. I just hope your heart will be healed soon and you'll be able to look back at this and say: yeah it hurt me, but I learnt a lot from it. *hug*

Man lotsa bad shit has happened lately.

I can agree with that myself, too. A guy i know wrecked his beautiful Audi, but luckily he and his girlfriend wasn't hurt. And another friend of mine had to move out of his house and his car got impounded because of some money problems.. It's not gonna be easy for him to establish a home again.

I have been at work for the last 3 weeks, when the summer weather was here. So i haven't got to do any of all the things i planned to do this summer, but at least i've made money so i can continue to study.

I got arrested for drinking in public this sunday, and got a ticket of about 250 euro..

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I got arrested for drinking in public this sunday, and got a ticket of about 250 euro..

hahahhahahahah :lol: :lol: :lol: CoooooL! I hope it wasn't so bad after all! :wink:

No, they even drove me back to the soccer game

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No, they even drove me back to the soccer game

hahaha realy?! :lol: when the cops here will be so polite?

doch ich habe viele theorie net bestanden schlechtes zeugnis und keien ausbildung ich glaub das reich oder