Apologies for the late post.
I think this is the first time in a few years that I've even considered taking the resolutions I've selected seriously. They've usually just been assembled for a little laugh on my part, but this year I know there are some serious things I should take of.
- The most important of them will be booking an appointment with my GP sometime this month. There is a slight discrepancy with my mother though, for she is encouraging me to leave it for six or so months in order for her to come to terms with the seriousness of it all. I'm naturally impatient, so this development isn't exactly all that favourable for me. I'm going to go ahead and do it anyway, for, quite frankly, I've never felt so damn depressed in my entire life. I'm sick of it.
- I'd also like to adopt an exercise regime that I can stick to. Over the years I've become rather lazy in terms of physical activity. My last blood test also revealed quite a high cholesterol level for someone of my age. Therefore, getting out there and brining off some of that undesirable fat on my gut will be a top priority. I'm really slim, so the belly looks kinda bizarre on me. Haha.
- I'm also trying to be a little more sociable. For years I've considered myself the lone wolf-- an identity of which I am now tired of. The fact is, I miss my old life. I'd like to make a new one for myself. And I'm not going to get anywhere by sheltering myself away from people. I'm so... Dexter like sometimes.
- And finally, I want to proceed with my studies. They've taken a back sit recently on account of the depression, so getting back to my usual routine will be prioritized alongside this. I used to read religiously, but being upset all the time has destroyed my illustrious reading appetite. Time to regain it.