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Has anyone seen the Chaser's parody of that- ITS HILARIOUS!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=usbNJMUZSwo

Even if you don't want to watch all of it, start watching from about 1:30 for the next minute or so- love it. :lol: :lol: :lol:

They recently won a court case, they could have been jailed for breaching security at APEC.

Yeah I saw that a while ago on the news. Funniest thing ever.

Maddy, you said a few things about anxiety.......

Is it stupid to say that I'm having anxiety for a Scooter concert? :?

I have been with 2 concerts in my life (Not Scooter) but i could sit on a chair, in the back of the venue, and that was okay by me.

But a Scooter concert is most of the time a standing place, and i'm sure I can't be in front row (because of the crowd behind me :? , like you have had the crowd being before you :? ....you know what I mean?)

And I'm scared that the whole thing will dissapoint me :? I have such high expectations of my band :lol: you know....

This is a bit of topic but these are things i think about :? , I will go to Bochum in September, I want to see Scooter live, if it was only once in my life, they have helped me so much when I was feeling down and depressed, and I'm scared I don't have the same feeling anymore when I have see them live.....

Does this make any sence, this post??? :? :lol:

Fannie, I think the most important thing is to have fun! That will erase the anxiety.

Maddy, I didn´t know you felt bad but I´m happy if you feel better now.

When I´m touched (sad, happy etc) I use to write lyrics in English. Since English is my third language I have to think over and over again what I feel before I can put it down in words so it works as a kind of therapy
Here comes my “fighting against depression” version :wink:
(Warning: Don´t think I´m crazy if something sounds very strange or wrong it´s probably just my bad english nothing more. :oops:
Peace, Love but firts of all Understanding, pleeease)


I don´t wanna pick up the pieces
Sweet dreams about frightful places
I´m like a Keeper of the Great Seal
Who can seal the pain till you can´t feel
But tell me then
How can a vision hurt, how can it feel
So real
Nobody out there so how can I miss the love
You steal
Hey, this is more than a break
On the wheel
And there are wheels within wheels
Don´t you feel
Don´t you hear me scream, don´t you hear
My simple peal
I love you
Still
Doing it without drugs
Without a single pill

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I don't believe religion making you feel better ... I have tried it when I was like 14 and it didn't help... :?

To Maddy: (note don't feel you have to read this if you don't want to hear my view on religion)

Which religion did you try? What you say is true though. RELIGION: ie, ceremonies, rituals, set prayers etc, can't make you feel better. So if these are the sorts of things you tried, then yes, you are absolutely right that it won't help. (Since you are from France, I suspect most of the churches are Catholic ones- and some Catholic churches do place much emphasis on these rituals)

However, if a person truly has a personal relationship with God, then it really does help you through tough times.

The Bible doesn't say Christianity is easy. In fact, it promises suffering if you are a Christian!!! However, what it does give is an assurance that whenever you stuff up in your life, God forgives. Whatever problems the world seems to be giving you, God has under control as part of his plan, even though we may not always understand it. If you are thinking "I'm Lonely" (little Scooter joke :wink: ) God's always there to talk to. As Christians we have a hope for the future, after we die, so we don't place our value on the material things of this world. So this is also comforting when we don't have much money and stuff.

(sorry if that's a bit confusing, i probably didn't explain it well... :lol: )

So even if it didn't work for you before, I'd encourage you to look into it again. I find the evidence convincing. You are probably in a better position to make a decision now than when you were 14. But great to hear you are doing well at the moment!

Does anyone know what happened to Missy? She was last here in 2005 :?

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I don't know who Missy is ....

Right now, I feel like depression and anxiety are coming back fast... The place I live is nearly like living like RABBITS !!!!!!!!!!!! I'm right at the floor in the street by my window, and people look through my curtains and yesterday a guy did so and insulted me ....

Then it's VERY hot in there, but I can't open my window or people could look in it, or climb in my home ... there are f##k EVERY FûCKING DAY now in front of my window, so I'm "dying" out of heat everyday now... I have to put a padlock on my iron curtain so no one opens it to climb in the home.
I live a 10m² with no toilets and no shower. They're shared with polish guys that are alcoholic that don't speak french, and they tend to pull doors when you're inside one or the other....

Life is NOT a life right now !!!! I spend 500 euros in that fûcking place !!!!!!!!!! I don't think many of the people experienced something like this, suffered like this... All my friends can't stand it for more than a week, I can't move and I'm there for 2 years and 1 month !!!!
I feel like I'll end up dying of sadness if I don't MOVE OUT OF THERE !!!!! But how ?????? I don't have a guarantee to rent a place, I don't have a job, I don't have money and I don't have a driving licence...

ANY IDEAS ?????????????????????????????????? I'm near being hopeless !

Thought you were model material? Oh well if you were you'd be making money out of that.

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Thought you were model material? Oh well if you were you'd be making money out of that.

You have a job for her ? :roll:

Wow that was mean minxy...

Maddy that sounds so harsh :cry: I hope you are able to get a better place soon and get a nice job in photography! You are very talented.

I'm so sorry about your problems Maddy :?

I really wish things get better for you in the future....

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I'm so sorry about your problems Maddy :?

I really wish things get better for you in the future....

It is sad. I just don't get why she doesn't move back in with her mum and dad. At least you would feel more secure.

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Quoted from ""Fannie""

I'm so sorry about your problems Maddy :?

I really wish things get better for you in the future....

It is sad. I just don't get why she doesn't move back in with her mum and dad. At least you would feel more secure.

Sometimes things happened in a family, and they're nothing of "secure"... AL ALL.

Please don't take your life.

Oh Maddy

you are a wonderful person - please take care - i hope things get better for you soon

every cloud has a silver lining. you're just waiting for yours.

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Quoted from ""Sandra""

Oh Maddy

you are a wonderful person - please take care - i hope things get better for you soon

Thank you Sandra and TrackAttacker
Reading you makes me feel more confident, and I think as long as I don't lose the faith of moving out from here, it'll happen !!!! I hope soon.
Men again came by my window today twice This is something that is very stressful,... But anyway they're gone ! And the computer is still here

What do you mean men are looking in your window?

I sure hope everything is going to be just fine for you maddy. You are a very nice person.